Saturday, January 5, 2008

Goodbye Ohio. Sad to see you go.

Things are bad at home.

I had to leave today and just get away.

Drove an hour and a half to Columbus to stay with my best friend.

I'm moving to Boston.

As soon as possible. Probably within the next three days.

I'm scared.

I'm worried about money, rent, a job, auditions.

I don't want to hurt my family, but I can't keep getting hurt by them.

Life goes on... right?

I have no reason to stay.

I'm still scared.

I'm going to have to bow out of my gig in Cleveland. I only made this blog recently about SR 77, and now I won't be driving on it again for a very long time. You know, I don't mind Ohio.
I've always lived somewhere in Ohio, so I've learned to accept it. I do want to travel, but I wouldn't mind living here when I'm ready to settle down. I don't really care where in Ohio. I think about it a lot.... the fact that I don't really have a home. I'll probably move to wherever my husband will be from, or wants to live. I'd prefer to get married at his church since mine hasn't really been a place of spiritual growth for me. It will be nice when I finally find him. It will be nice to feel like I belong somewhere.

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